absolutely sick to my stomach. can’t concentrate on work, that’s for certain. so i sit at my desk and clean. it’s all i can do.
why am i putting myself through this? because i’m stubborn? insecure? maybe just optimistic that it’s really gonna be back to good any minute [...]

Just finished watching Kerry’s speech. wow. i really didn’t expect much of anything…kinda like waiting for the giant to stumble…but i was impressed.
it wasn’t going to be a dealbreaker, i’m not voting for bush or any third party. i’ve already decided he’s my candidate. but wow. it lifted my spirits a bit. i kept thinking [...]

riddle me this
riddle me that
take me and leave me and toss your cares to the wind but try
try
to remember that your laundrey got caught up with mine
the comfy pile now strewn about
gone astray
leaving me empty handed
save for soap in hand
already prepared
to clean it all
nevermind
[...]

i can’t remember for certain if i only dreamt about posting it or if i really did, but a few weeks ago i came clean to a few about my personal beliefs about Google and their place in the new world order.
and a few days ago i see they bought Picasa. and they [...]

yet another week passes, and what’s been accomplished? packed up a lot of the house, but there’s still plenty to go. but the living toom is pretty much ready…pretty much.
The kitchen is making great progress. of course, that means the bathroom, play room and my room are feeling the effects. i can’t help it. i’m [...]

making a new cd…mostly done getting the tracks, now just have to make an arrangement.
found myself on launchcast videos and about 15 in, i find As Cool as I Am by Dar Williams. 1996. Last months in college when i found out about her. makes me long for those days. people [...]

Jill Scott - Golden. fabulous.
Goldfrapp - Strict Machine beat me.
and maybe Hybrid - I’m Still Awake
need antidepressants to get me through, i do believe. gonna be real rough. did it back in 96/97…don’t feel like going back there.
Phoenix - Everything Means Everything
and another of theirs - Alphabetical